Chick Flicks Rule my Life

I'll have to explain the title in a bit.

Let's start.. with yesterday :D
One grad party: Kathy's. So I went on a walk before the party and got a few things off my mind. I'm glad I was able to talk to someone, even though I usually don't talk to this person. I'm glad I can now =). The party was fun. (Kathy don't be surprised) Awkward at first, but definitely got better. I'm sorry I had to run off towards the end, mom's been snappy at me lately. -sigh-

As I was sitting at Kathy's party, I've come to notice how empty life will be next year. Yesterday alone, there wasn't Teek, Alvin, or Yaoyao. I had Lizabeth there of course, but with Kathy talking to guests and Sameera popping in and out, I finally realized the quietness. Next year is going to be silent, despite all the drunken college kids screaming down my dorm and the wild parties (psssh.. as if).

So explanation about title now. I woke up this morning, with something that I wanted to do. But the more I thought about it, the less I wanted to do it. (I'm not about to tell this plan to anyone, since it's ending in fail.) Instead though, I decided to clean up my computer a bit. I started by putting all my newly downloaded movies in a folder, but as I was doing that, I noticed I never watched the Movie "The Notebook" that I downloaded. I thought to myself, "What the heck, why not." It turned out to be a pretty awesome movie. I really liked it. Sad and mushy, but good nonetheless. I'm not sure what to do now, after watching it. Mehbeh some tennis? I dunno, All after lunch of course.

So I still have yet to make legit summer plans. My parents have been on my case about this, but I really don't know what I'm doing. I've given thought to a few small things that I might do for people as summer passes. I know that I promised some of you that I wasn't going to go away and I'd just be around the corner. But I've reconsidered. What I said is still true, but I'm going to actively try to not show up as much, socializing I mean. I've been a hindrance or trouble in some situations this past year. No matter what you guys say to me, I know this. And although I will always be here, not many of you will (Off to bigger and better things :D). I no longer want to be a distraction, with junior year and senior year approaching AND college for some, saying goodbye more than once seems.. redundant. I've seen enough sadness this year to last me for a while, and I don't want to see a repeat any time soon. So yeah, I might be around, but there are no guarantees.

Now that that's over with, there's one more thing. As you can tell, I've made another layout change. So that previous one didn't have comments either (I'm starting to get annoyed). SO yeah, let's hope this one works better.

Currently Feeling: Content and Open